I definitely need this holiday. Yesterday I was a right moody cow. I couldn’t tell you why, or what was wrong but I know that I took anything and everything out on those I love the most yesterday.
I probably would have been better having a day under the duvet and not spoke anyone but instead everyone felt the full force of moody cow Holly.
It’s a good job they all know what I’m like, none of them take me on and just let me get on with it, especially A and he knows that annoys me more than anything, that he won’t answer me back when I’m ready for a good old tiff! In over a year together we have never had a row, he annoys me, I annoy him and then we laugh.
I’m not down in the dumps or anything, I’m definitely not depressed or asking why me. I think it’s a good thing I can recognise that I’m a moody cow, this kidney failure effects me more than just physically and I’m not ashamed to say that. My mood has definately lifted today and the countdown is on a week….